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Sunday, November 14, 2010
In Love
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Grief, Silence, Dark and Smile
Thursday, September 23, 2010
To Cry The Strings
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Coffee with Solitude
The words seemed to have lost their ways
The tides seemed to have drawn my pain
And the road, it seems so long
long, for my grieving feet
I will wait
Wait till the dusk to dawn, and the lights to twinkle
Wait till the heart finds its way, amidst these waves,
waves of lonesome solitude
But the front porch is still empty
Staring silently, towards the distant rumble
And the coffee still tastes the same,
same without your words
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Joker
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Growing old with you
Monday, May 10, 2010
We Real Cool
Friday, March 19, 2010
Black and White
Life is black and sometimes white
Is what I’ve known in weak and might
But then at the end I saw the light
That life is not always black and white
Life is not always black and white
And not every man realizes its plight
At first one might think he’s right
In the end he’ll realize he’s all but right
And here I am helpless but still alive
Striving to find those thoughts I once declined
To find those colors that never aligned
To grasp the world in its clear mind
I remember the days before, the days I used to slay
Heartless killer they called me, for behind me the dead lay
Oh! How I strived to keep my murderous dreams at bay
But as if a frenzy, I only see the sword in my hand play
I’m an artist; art I create on my foe with red
Am I not gifted? For I stand while they lie smothered in red
I’m a musician; my music is where my sword is met
This is my symphony, for my enemy that l brought death
The silky night dawns for us to breathe again
Fear subdued the caged as their eyes led pain
Slowly they rose, with hate running through their veins
May be not today they prey, though they know in vain
Its pity how these creatures struggle for a single night
Kicking, punching and cursing hoping that it might,
Hoping that it might save them from beast, perhaps tonight
As with every creature it’ll be a long night of taming, tonight
It’s the sweet fragrance, the scarlet color that I craved
Not glory nor riches, like others have me enslaved
Even if the Greeks fell and the Trojans are to be saved
I’d still be slaughtering all that’ll stand for earth to be paved
But Troy fell on one moonless night and Greeks stormed in
And I killed and I slew all I can, not knowing what it might win
An arrow was aimed and sang to me, as my armor took it in
As it sang its final “tidings from Hedes for you I bring”
I heard a silent sigh beside me, as I turned around
To find a man who I thought I killed without any doubt
He was a priest and what he said left me astound
For I finally understood all that had me bound
“I am man of god; devoted to all good that man can see
And you as I heard as merciless as a man can ever be
If I am to be pure as white, dark as black you should be
If white and black are only, how dead can we be? “
“Son life is not always black and white
There are many hidden beyond our sight”
And he fell with those words from his plight
I will soon follow, for now I finally see the light
Counseling with a Prostitute | Thoughts that left behind
What’s wrong? She asks me
A question I’ve been wondering myself
If Only she knew, If only I could tell
But it doesn’t matter, not anymore
She looks so baffled, staring in to my eyes
As if trying to read me, yet failing so far
What’s wrong again she asks, you can tell me
And maybe I will, I told myself
Have you ever thought about dying?
No she replied, why should I?
Simple enough, I thought, for a simple being
Thought is futile, where lust dwells
But it’s not easy being this, this self she confessed
It is easier to collapse and no one might know
I moan when I’m not, and scream when I’m not
May be death is not that bad as everyone claims
It’s surprising how people never cease,
Never cease to amaze me, I thought
As a smile dawned upon me, may be
Just may be thoughts still dwell in her
You must be so lonely, to pay for audience
Are the questions it, or is there more?
And she stalled in to drops of awkward
Inviting me with her longing eyes
With that we plunged in to an ocean of pleasure
Our naked bodies grooving to sounds we make
Sweat is just another coincidence that unite us
As her screams of silence left my heart
I was pulling my pants up, when she asked
So what’s your story? You never told me
It’s not likely it’ll ever leave her, I thought
May be, just may be only this time
Life is filled with turns and twist you don’t see
And sometimes you see the end, right through a turn
May be, just maybe it’s not what you expect, to face alone
Here’s the money, and with that I left
Counseling with a prostitute
Another glass of margarita, no may be a tequila
To get through the night and its vile beasts
They walk in, they walk out; but not me
No; not tonight, not till dawn
Here comes another, it’s been a hectic ride so far
Can I keep on? I have to,
It’s not as if I have an option otherwise
Each has their own part to play
This one seems to stand out from the rest
With his weary eyes and forgotten gaze
They say that a man’s eyes talk better than his mouth
So far they have told me nothing but the truth
And I laid down inviting him in, inside
But he seemed confused as he sat beside me
He was questioning himself, reaching for the stars
It was another that he was seeking; not what I had to offer
This was not what I expected, the watery eyes
Usually they are filled red with lust
But in him I see otherwise, something unlike
Something I’ve never seen,
throughout all these lonely nights
He looked ragged in his shabby clothes
And worn out with his passive presence
Something about him made me sad
His mere sight reassured my feelings
I tried to comfort him, as I laid my hand on his back
He looked alarmed, yet he accepted it
He pierced in to the depths I hide deep inside
When I asked him “what’s wrong?”
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Once Upon A Time
Once upon a time I was a prince
Wandering along the fairy tales
A quest to find the one, my true love
The quest was thorny; though I did all but to fail
All in vain for I didn’t find you my love
Snow white, you are paler than the snow
We started dating and then began the show
I was head over heels in love with you, thought you were the one
But later only I realized that this is just the chapter one
You were my first love, but with a dwarf you ran away
I used to wonder almost all the time, how did that make way?
I was bitter, but I had to move on
My love; she was still out there, so I moved on
Cinderella next you were
The night we danced is still a blur
Oh! How I loved that night with you
Pity! It’s the only one with you
Why, oh! Why did you leave the glass shoe?
My butler found and sold that shoe
Guards they say, they never saw you
And all seem to ruin,
Ruin the chance I had with you
So next as I sat on to find you, beauty as they told
You were no one to compare with , behold
So true their words, for all I left was with wordless
Hideous, your face was all I remembered
As I dashed away leaving you clueless
Mermaid you be the one for me I thought, I hoped
Lying naked with men encircled was the one I sought
50 bucks per hour they said she charged
After all that men? I’d rather eat a thosai and fart
And so I left, convinced that you’ll be the last
The one who sleeps beneath the woods so vast
I pierced through the woods, making my way through
Thinking of all I’d do once I get to you
I slayed the dragon, killed all who stood in my way
To reach your chamber, so elegant as the legends say
And there you slept, touched by no one
Waiting for a kiss, a kiss from someone
Fear not my love, for I am here; the one you’ll marry
Together we’ll raise kids, that one day will make us happy
To make her forget of her worries, I kissed
As I did I found out that I’m kissing a dead body
My New Constitution
I thought of a new constitution
Something new for me
It’s quite simple once you get to know
A vision so revolting no one can say no
It’s for the heartbroken and fools
Who thought that girls could guide them through
Know this is not for the faint hearted
For it breaks many hearts after it gets started
It consists of just four rules
Which makes it so fool proof
First, make it nothing but sex
Or else you’ll be left with a hole in the heart
Second, never mess with your friends ex
It always ends with you torn apart
Third, be swift with the start and in the end
And be long gone before she even has a clue
Never mind the start but be slow in the end
You’ll have a girl sticking to you just like glue
Yes it’s awesome I know
So awesome no one can say no
Follow it and you’ll never be sorry
Coz you’ll never have anything to worry
Oh! The forth I almost forgot
Most important of all I got
Make love, but always with a glove
Or start changing the diapers from now
Aphrodite |The sonnet of Love
Poet in love
Shall I compare thee to the moon?
Serene as an infant
Mild as the dew that falls from leaves
But no; for even moon veils herself
Behind the shadows
Shamed by the radiance,
Radiance of the
Enigma that surrounds you
Let it fascinate me
Let the gods be intoxicated
Let the misery befall upon them
For they are no mortals
To be beside you
May the angels envy
The beauty that conspire thee
May the angels conceal themselves
Before you; May they crave
Crave the grandeur you possess
Unreachable you are
But I still hope
Untouchable you are
But I still wish
For I am but a firefly
A firefly in love with the light
Flames of a candle
Knowing it shall be the end
But to get closer I must
For you are the lines
Lines of my unfinished poem
Poet I am; Poem you shall be mine
Poet I am; A Poet In Love
Loner | The Outcast of Love
I dream
A dream with you and me
Dancing amongst the stars
A dream, we are flying
Beside the clouds
Free as the birds
You’re not mine
And never be mine
But I still dream
Friend I am
But a lover to you
Everything you are
But a friend to me
You, a queen beautifully divine
Let it blind me, your beauty
Let it leave me senseless, bewildered
For you it is you I long
For it is you I wait
But never the day
Come along you feel
Feel how I feel for you
Know you hear them a million times
From him; never from me
I love you
But you’ll never know
It hurts me
To see you being with him
Know you’re his though
My heart does not
Is this betrayal
Or is it just love?
Confine me
For I not know this
Guilt surrounds me
For this is forbidden
If not with you
Am I to walk alone?
Outcast of love; loner
Alone I shall walk
Love | The unseen side
Is love and greed are different? Or are those the same just in different forms? Does true love exist? Humans made it their mission to seek answers for these questions from the beginning of time and are still continuing in vain. Below are my views, my thoughts on this matter.
If we are to compare this greedy man with true lovers who are nothing new to the romantic movies and books, one can say that the both parties posses similar properties. As the gems to the greedy person, the true lover has nothing dearer to him other than his/her partner. All he cares about is his/her partner and he/she is the sole purpose of the lover’s life. He/she would also give his life for his/her partner in a similar way the greedy person would give his life to save the gems. Without the partner, the true lover will also die or live as a zombie just as the greedy person who lost his gems. Considering these arguments, one can claim that love is but another form of greed.