Letter To A Coffee Junkie

Hey,

I’ve missed you

Your voice

Telling that you don’t love me

That you hate me

I’ve waited in my solitude

Long, too long, I suppose

For those words

For them to kiss my ears again

Yet they seem silent

Leaving me to ponder

Have they lost themselves,

in the air? have they forgotten me?

Me, I’m still here

Still waiting,

I guess some feelings just won’t change

Love,

The Poet!

P.S - The more I try, the more i fail

There's always more that i want to say

But I'll save them, till we meet

or by fate when we part

In Love

Some say I’m insane

That I have lost my sight

Of the world; of what’s real

May be I am

Insane

It’s that flicker

in her eyes, that warmth

in her laughter. That I long,

I miss; May be I am

Lost

Yearning for the scent

of your lips, with thoughts

never leaving your grasp

Reminding; May be I am

Forgotten

Love was never my strength

Sanity is what I pretend

Lost. I am without you,

your presence; May be I am

In love

Grief, Silence, Dark and Smile

Skies crumble to dust

Beneath your feet

Behind your steps

Painted with grief

The days not forget

The words that I whispered

They fall unheard

Drenched in silence

Night pains my heart

Longing for the twinkle in the stars

You, your charms; hidden

Shining in the dark

Yet the cold flows

Down your lips in to my heart

My heart, as it barely breaths

Painted with smiles

To Cry The Strings

It’s not easy, crying these strings

May be another beer would do

Coz it’s just the same,

Lights and the screams

I grow tired everyday

Long nights I lie awake

The smoke still lingers

Empty bottles still clatter

Hiding in the dark

but no one seems to hear

We are the gods,

and devotees there are

Lying naked

on the floor or may be on the bed

Longing to be used and thrown away

Lights have me blinded

Deafening roars have me numbed

I open my eyes to pause

I pause to mute the roar

But the questions lie unanswered

It’s just the same lines

Hanging in the air

The same tunes, the same notes

Tormenting through the years

But the questions lie unanswered

I often pondered, what lies behind

Behind the blinding lights

And then I wondered, what’s after

After the music dies

And the questions still lie unanswered

It’s not easy, crying these strings

Sigh. May be change is all that’s needed

Coz it’s just the same, Lights and the screams

Broken lives and shattered dreams

I grow tired everyday

Coffee with Solitude

The words seemed to have lost their ways
The tides seemed to have drawn my pain
And the road, it seems so long
long, for my grieving feet
 
I will wait
Wait till the dusk to dawn, and the lights to twinkle
Wait till the heart finds its way, amidst these waves,
waves of lonesome solitude
 
But the front porch is still empty
Staring silently, towards the distant rumble
And the coffee still tastes the same,
same without your words

Joker

Smile, it’s such a simple thing

Such simple reasons behind it

Yet it’s still confusing,

So confusing, how people mistake it

People mistake it, and often mislead it

Misuse it, and then they misread it

Ah! All the pretense I see around me

Will there ever be any sincerity?

They scream, and they ask

You smile, even when you’re not

Liar why at us you bark?

When you smile, even when you’re not

True, I smile and I always do

Because I never had a choice, unlike you

I had to smile, even though it hurts

Inside I’m dying, and it’s no comfort

Pretend, pretend and I pretend

Living my life in a perfect lie

It is my curse, cursed is the life I spend

Lying to make you smile

It’s not easy being laughed at

Not easy being pointed at

But someone has to wear this cursed smile

and to smile, even when you’re not

Growing old with you

Maybe it’s your smile that deludes me

Or maybe it’s just your eyes that blind me

Or maybe it’s the dreams that stab me

Or maybe not having you is what kills me

I know things are not what they used to be

And that you may not love me anymore

But there are countless thoughts left unsaid in me

Thoughts that hide deep down in my core

I wish I could have you every night by my side

Wake up to submerse in your hazel eyes

To wash away in to your arms by your smiling tides

And there I’ll stay forever, hiding in your eyes

I wanna do all the silly things with you

Fighting over, whether she looks like me or you

Waking you up in the morning, may be around two

Hey honey I just wanted to say I love you

I wish I could grow old with you

To see it getting stronger by the day

To count the wrinkles in your face and tell you

I don’t know how,

but you’re getting lovelier everyday

I may be naive, for wishing things that might long be lost

But it is me and my heart, for we long what we lost

It’s not your touch or kiss that I miss

Just the love that brings me bliss